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Meme (stolen from Ben-chan)
16 years ago
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THIS ACCOUNT IS MUSIC ONLY 010 THINGS I WISH I COULD SAY TO TEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT NOW. (These are designed so the person I am talking to hopefully knows I am talking to them.)
001 I'll never leave you again. Never.
002 I'm sorry for the way I feel about you. I wish I could stop. I wish it was that easy.
003 I'll miss the way we were, but please just be happy for me. I know i'm happy for you now that you two are together again.
004 I'm sorry for everything I've said, and every time I lost patience with you. I'm starting to see things through your opal eyes.
005 You're the only one I ever really trusted when they said they loved me. And it hurts so bad that I let you down.
006 I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me, you crazy little ball of blue. But I dont think there has ever been anyone who has been to me what you are. You're already family.
007 I wish I had known you sooner, and I wish still that I knew you better, but you always make me laugh. I hope you trust me as much as I inexplicably have come to trust you. Lakes.
008 I wish you were around more often. I wish I was around more often when you were around. You've taught me a lot. More than I think you know. I really look up to you and value you as both a friend and my big sister. And when you and your boyo finally get married I hope to gods I get an invitation you crazy lady.
009 Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and say i'm sorry. Most of the time i wish I could just find you and sit you down and tell you all the things that I should have told you so long ago. I'm sorry that I couldnt look past your ego into your lovely heart.
010 They call you evil, I call you 'the opposition' and we all call you a bitch. But I love you because you're my mum. And you're the best mum i've ever had. I knwo that when it comes down to it you have my back, and I know it hurts your pride that you care for me. I appreciate it.
009 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF.
001 GREEN
002 I dont believe in god.
003 I dont believe in perfection
004 I believe in angels
005 I have zero self esteem
006 I'm in love with a man who will never understand me.
007 I dont understand him at all sometimes.
008 I wanna be a shrink
009 I constantly compare myself to those around me.
008 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART.
001 Never stop trying to win me over. Even when you already have.
002 Do little, dumb, sentimental things.
003 Appreciate and encourage my art.
004 need me
005 SHOW me you need me
006 Tell me I'm "yours"
007 Be aware of when its appropriate to "fuck" and when I need to "make love"
008 Tell me I'm pretty, lovely, gorgeous, and sexy but also tell me i'm smart, funny, and talented in equal measure.
007 THINGS THAT CROSS MY MIND A LOT.
001 I wonder what that would look like if it was green and yellow...
002 Wonder what Kira or Ashley or Ivan are doin right now?
003 *stares at phone* Call me, bastard. Call me...
004 Where's my life going?
005 How do I START?
006 I wonder what I should draw...
007 Wonder what Rean's doin...
006 I DO BEFORE I FALL ASLEEP.
001 Get on FA
002 Get on Meebo
003 Draw
004 Talk on the phone
005 Plug the phone in
006 "I love you. Goodnight" *wait for the other person to hang up* *hug phone* *sleep*
005 PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT.
001 Vlad
002 Tammy
003 Rean
004 Mum
005 Kira
004 THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW.
001 swimming suit
002 Necklace
003 N/A
004 N/A
003 SONGS I LISTEN TO OFTEN.
001 Collide
002 Josephine (make it stooop)
003 Go My Way (the ipod song)
002 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE.
001 Marry him
002 See my internet friends in person
001 CONFESSION.
001 I am always gonna be myself no matter what anyone says to me. Thats lost me a few friends in the past. Because I am so stubborn and bull-headed about m y beliefs, when other people try to change them to fit theirs, I push them away. HOwever, I'm terrifyed of rejection because of them. Because of this, many people dont know how far (if at all) my beliefs in my religion go. I live my beliefs. Every day. They effect my every day life in everything I do. And very few people beleive the same things I do. It makes it hard sometimes. But...fuck all of you, I believe what makes me happy and thats the point of life. If people cant respect that.... I dont know what to say for you.
001 I'll never leave you again. Never.
002 I'm sorry for the way I feel about you. I wish I could stop. I wish it was that easy.
003 I'll miss the way we were, but please just be happy for me. I know i'm happy for you now that you two are together again.
004 I'm sorry for everything I've said, and every time I lost patience with you. I'm starting to see things through your opal eyes.
005 You're the only one I ever really trusted when they said they loved me. And it hurts so bad that I let you down.
006 I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me, you crazy little ball of blue. But I dont think there has ever been anyone who has been to me what you are. You're already family.
007 I wish I had known you sooner, and I wish still that I knew you better, but you always make me laugh. I hope you trust me as much as I inexplicably have come to trust you. Lakes.
008 I wish you were around more often. I wish I was around more often when you were around. You've taught me a lot. More than I think you know. I really look up to you and value you as both a friend and my big sister. And when you and your boyo finally get married I hope to gods I get an invitation you crazy lady.
009 Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and say i'm sorry. Most of the time i wish I could just find you and sit you down and tell you all the things that I should have told you so long ago. I'm sorry that I couldnt look past your ego into your lovely heart.
010 They call you evil, I call you 'the opposition' and we all call you a bitch. But I love you because you're my mum. And you're the best mum i've ever had. I knwo that when it comes down to it you have my back, and I know it hurts your pride that you care for me. I appreciate it.
009 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF.
001 GREEN
002 I dont believe in god.
003 I dont believe in perfection
004 I believe in angels
005 I have zero self esteem
006 I'm in love with a man who will never understand me.
007 I dont understand him at all sometimes.
008 I wanna be a shrink
009 I constantly compare myself to those around me.
008 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART.
001 Never stop trying to win me over. Even when you already have.
002 Do little, dumb, sentimental things.
003 Appreciate and encourage my art.
004 need me
005 SHOW me you need me
006 Tell me I'm "yours"
007 Be aware of when its appropriate to "fuck" and when I need to "make love"
008 Tell me I'm pretty, lovely, gorgeous, and sexy but also tell me i'm smart, funny, and talented in equal measure.
007 THINGS THAT CROSS MY MIND A LOT.
001 I wonder what that would look like if it was green and yellow...
002 Wonder what Kira or Ashley or Ivan are doin right now?
003 *stares at phone* Call me, bastard. Call me...
004 Where's my life going?
005 How do I START?
006 I wonder what I should draw...
007 Wonder what Rean's doin...
006 I DO BEFORE I FALL ASLEEP.
001 Get on FA
002 Get on Meebo
003 Draw
004 Talk on the phone
005 Plug the phone in
006 "I love you. Goodnight" *wait for the other person to hang up* *hug phone* *sleep*
005 PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT.
001 Vlad
002 Tammy
003 Rean
004 Mum
005 Kira
004 THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW.
001 swimming suit
002 Necklace
003 N/A
004 N/A
003 SONGS I LISTEN TO OFTEN.
001 Collide
002 Josephine (make it stooop)
003 Go My Way (the ipod song)
002 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE.
001 Marry him
002 See my internet friends in person
001 CONFESSION.
001 I am always gonna be myself no matter what anyone says to me. Thats lost me a few friends in the past. Because I am so stubborn and bull-headed about m y beliefs, when other people try to change them to fit theirs, I push them away. HOwever, I'm terrifyed of rejection because of them. Because of this, many people dont know how far (if at all) my beliefs in my religion go. I live my beliefs. Every day. They effect my every day life in everything I do. And very few people beleive the same things I do. It makes it hard sometimes. But...fuck all of you, I believe what makes me happy and thats the point of life. If people cant respect that.... I dont know what to say for you.
Also. I do trust you, Ellieness. And I'd like to know you better too, 'kay?
And that last paragraph was exactly right. ]= Don't let anyone else tell you who to be, especially not with something as personal as religion.
Could you tell who the other ones were for? *laughs* Three, four, ten, and nine are the only people you wouldn't know. (I almost wrote that nein)
Also, exactly. T__T I believe what I do,a nd too bad for everyone else. I respect all religions as long as they make the person happy, and I expect the same most of the time. However, people arent too keen on some of the things I do/say.
Well...as long as you aren't harming anyone, they should leave you alone. ]=<