d-damn..
8 years ago
General
sorry
i'm just
s o r r y
i have at least to write it all to someone.. you can ignore it
it will be okay
i'm still trying really hard to overcome that damn fucking depression and stop just hating myself
reading lots of psychological books
taking lots of medicines
talking to people that do! care! (but.. not ones i really need.....cause they fucking left me like that??... damn, sorry again)
and sometimes i feel like
at least i can work? not cry?
BUT FUCK
NO
THAT JUST CAN'T STOP RIGHT
that comes to me again and again
making me hate myself even more
BUT. PLEASE.
DON'T EVER SAY SOMEONE
THAT THEIR PROBLEMS ARE "NOT! IMPORTANT!"
and that "there are people who are more in need than you"
more miserable.. or i don't know..
BECAUSE THAT MAKE PEOPLE TO FEEL GUILTY.
you're just making it worse
you know, i'm so damn tired of all that words
i can talk and talk about all of them
i hope one day i'll be able to make a comics or a zine about
"what you shouldn't say to a depressed person"
because i so much want to help... to help people not to feel it all
love yourself, please
YOU A R E IMPORTANT
i wish i could think like that about myself
but one day.. i hope.. i try
we should be.. strong, right..?
sorry.. again
i'm just
s o r r y
i have at least to write it all to someone.. you can ignore it
it will be okay
i'm still trying really hard to overcome that damn fucking depression and stop just hating myself
reading lots of psychological books
taking lots of medicines
talking to people that do! care! (but.. not ones i really need.....cause they fucking left me like that??... damn, sorry again)
and sometimes i feel like
at least i can work? not cry?
BUT FUCK
NO
THAT JUST CAN'T STOP RIGHT
that comes to me again and again
making me hate myself even more
BUT. PLEASE.
DON'T EVER SAY SOMEONE
THAT THEIR PROBLEMS ARE "NOT! IMPORTANT!"
and that "there are people who are more in need than you"
more miserable.. or i don't know..
BECAUSE THAT MAKE PEOPLE TO FEEL GUILTY.
you're just making it worse
you know, i'm so damn tired of all that words
i can talk and talk about all of them
i hope one day i'll be able to make a comics or a zine about
"what you shouldn't say to a depressed person"
because i so much want to help... to help people not to feel it all
love yourself, please
YOU A R E IMPORTANT
i wish i could think like that about myself
but one day.. i hope.. i try
we should be.. strong, right..?
sorry.. again
FA+

you are important
you are strong
and it's okay to feel like you aren't
it's okay to be scared
it is okay to cry
it's okay to love yourself
i'll say that again.
IT IS OKAY TO LOVE YOURSELF
and it's okay if it's hard to do it
I understand and you matter please don't ever think that you don't
You can conquer this! And you ARE strong! You are working hard at overcoming depression, and you want to help others overcome depression. That itself is incredible, brave, admirable, and strong.