I can't really explain it but things have been weird for me lately, been feeling really out of it these past few months. Might be a sign that I'm doing too much at once and need to focus/rearrange things around a bit. Maybe with a schedule. But life kind of keeps that idea from really being all to practical at the moment.

I'm working on many things but nothing is really far enough along to be "done". I also owe one request that's so simple I'm embarrassed I didn't just finish it that night. There are a lot of things I want to draw but the new quality standard means I can't really produce work fast enough due to stress regarding it's quality. Technically even what I've uploaded now is kind of meh even for me. (should be a lot cleaner a better then this). I'm probably focusing too much on perfection again. But stepping back too much isn't good for my portfolio either which is still missing a lot of important things to show my drawing and design skills and limits. And things are stale enough as is with my "filler" CGs I make to keep up a consistent upload schedule. (which I'm late with)

A really strange situation and feeling. Might be because of "something" I'd rather not talk much about but I had it under control for years now so hmm... probably just doing too much at once. Just need to tunnel vision my work more. So much I want to draw both for the project, for fun and Fan art too. As well as revisiting old drawings.

Hmm....