That point
8 years ago
General
Ever get to a certain point where you been in something long enough and you don't want to be apart of that specific thing because you're just not feeling it's worth it anymore and you're tired of having the same issues within a certain place but no matter how hard you try to reason, your name just becomes infamous among people, well that point is making me think a lot. I honestly am not sure I want to continue doing this.
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well you do have great drawing skill to be sure but i liked talking with yah about non drawing related stuff. admittedly you don't seem to talk much anyway though.. but i told you i'd like to be a friend you can count on.
anyway... you aren't thinking of leaving are you?
If you love something, you'll have to accept that one day, you'll have to let it go.
Life isn't about finding yourself. It's about creating yourself.
I'm sure whatever this "thing" is, has run it's course. Especially if this "thing" is causing you harm and making you think this way.
You don't need such negativity in your life. So here's what you can do...
-Try to fix this "thing" (results may vary)
-Cling hopelessly onto this "thing" and hope things will change in the future (results may vary)
-Or let it go and move on.
Contrary to belief, nothing lasts forever. All things come to an end eventually.
But an ending doesn't have to be a final stop. You can continue from there and walk a path you've not yet explored.
Life is full of hard choices. But that's the beautiful thing about it. You have options. Not many people realize just how lucky they are to have this luxury.
You're not alone in this boat tho. Do what you gotta do to make you feel good, don't let other people stop you and you can always return back later when you feel able.
You got a great art style and you seem like a nice person so it'd be sad to see you go or stop but I support your decision~ <3
As others say you should do what is in your own Intresst.
if it sometihng you dislike by now. and you continue doing it, it will be half hearted, and people will notice this over time.
So even if it a comissioner lose for now for you, I think you would lose those in a long run anyhow.
So why not just stop the troubles now, you don't have to delay the inetible (or how to write that word x.x)