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Fundraiser for another dog (Rest in peace my boys)
8 years ago
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Hey guys, if you've seen my last upload y'all know that my husband and I have recently lost our two boys.
You can read their story here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23376799/
I've been completely distraught since the loss of them and i've had multiple people telling me that they think I need another dog in my life.
Yes, we may be living with my mother's dogs, but it's the fact I do not have a bond with them and they are not MY dogs.
Most days, I don't leave my room, I haven't been eating much, and all I do is sleep.
Alex was my emotional service dog to help me with my anxiety, without him; without both my boys I feel lost.
Hell, yesterday we were having pizza and I realized I didn't feel right and As I finished my pizza, i started to cry because i noticed they weren't there begging for the crust that I always gave them (It was their favorite.)
I know a few of you had helped me out with fundraising to get some ferrets awhile ago, but sadly the owners sold them to somebody else just before we had called. I don't expect y'all to help me, as it seems all I ever do is sit here like "I need money for this reason, i need money for that reason, i'm moving, ohey i'm moving again." Life's been extremely difficult, and now being back home in AZ finally without my boys, it almost feels unbearable.
But, let's try to get down to the business of the fundraiser. I'm taking donations, and doing pay what you want commissions in stream. So if you'd like some cheap or discounted art, keep your eyes peeled. I'm looking to raise anywhere from $50-$500 to cover adoption/rehoming, shots and a spay/neuter.
Here's my Picarto if you'd like to give a watch!
https://picarto.tv/ShilohSmilodon
You can read their story here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23376799/
I've been completely distraught since the loss of them and i've had multiple people telling me that they think I need another dog in my life.
Yes, we may be living with my mother's dogs, but it's the fact I do not have a bond with them and they are not MY dogs.
Most days, I don't leave my room, I haven't been eating much, and all I do is sleep.
Alex was my emotional service dog to help me with my anxiety, without him; without both my boys I feel lost.
Hell, yesterday we were having pizza and I realized I didn't feel right and As I finished my pizza, i started to cry because i noticed they weren't there begging for the crust that I always gave them (It was their favorite.)
I know a few of you had helped me out with fundraising to get some ferrets awhile ago, but sadly the owners sold them to somebody else just before we had called. I don't expect y'all to help me, as it seems all I ever do is sit here like "I need money for this reason, i need money for that reason, i'm moving, ohey i'm moving again." Life's been extremely difficult, and now being back home in AZ finally without my boys, it almost feels unbearable.
But, let's try to get down to the business of the fundraiser. I'm taking donations, and doing pay what you want commissions in stream. So if you'd like some cheap or discounted art, keep your eyes peeled. I'm looking to raise anywhere from $50-$500 to cover adoption/rehoming, shots and a spay/neuter.
Here's my Picarto if you'd like to give a watch!
https://picarto.tv/ShilohSmilodon
Skeezel
~bitbat
When are you going to stream again?
