Life has thrown a lot at me lately! I'm trying really hard to be positive and smile. I've been feeling depressed. I mean how could i not? Do I keep going? I refuse making that... horrible choice...that's hurt me and my family before. I'm a good noodle I'm trying hard. I'm trying to make everyone happy.

With all the stress of moving,bullies,and work. Art seems to be my only release.
Maybe I can follow my dreams? I'm not sure anymore. I wanna be the best I can be at everything I do but that dosnt seem to be the answer.

Yesterday me and my love had an eye opening experience that brought us even closer. I've never seen him cry... it broke my heart... I love you dearly and I hate seeing your soul be broken. Don't stop... your strong. Don't let it keep you from doing what you love.

Anyway I hope everyone has a good day

Love bubbles