So I know I don't usually make vents like this, but I feel like I owe you guys an explanation on the inactivity. Plus, I've kinda lost like 90% of my human contact recently so I have just been bottling it up. Honestly I wont blame you for skipping this, it's not important at all.

So, onto the edgy cliché now. I've started to think of myself as a bandaid. I stick onto people when their in pain and I can help them heal, but I don't last forever. Eventually I get moldy and gross and I just become toxic to the person. Most people figure this out and get rid of me easily. But a few don't want that quick spike of pain from pulling me off. In the long run they probably will be happier if they get rid of me but they don't realize it. Honestly I feel like I should just remove myself. Wouldn't that be what a good friend would do? I've been avoiding my closest friends recently and it's been tearing me apart but they seem fine. I'm sure they will be sad if I completely disappear but I'm the end it will be better for them. I'll probably eventually find some more temporary friends and repeat the cycle. Idk there is no real direction of this post so I guess I'll just end it here.

Gonna disable journal comments because this is a stupid post xD