Yes, another one of my rants, I feel like this is becoming a weekly thing or something.

My situation is getting only worse, I don't know what to do anymore about anything.

Writing doesn't help me, playing music just frustrates me more, talking to people only causes bad things to happen..

It feels to me that ever since my birthday everything just went downhill, I don't like this, I want to be how I was before, I can't continue like this, it's too much for me to handle.