Beh lately for like a month or more has been shit
health wise and equpment wise
I have been feeling terrible lately with constant random bouts of stomach and chest pain, I am very hot and cold at the same time, headaches and eye aches. Breathing has been annoying not to mention the constant chest aches

I dunno wtf it is

Besides that I'm frustrated as all shit at my dumbass pc and chair. Two out of the three wheels on the hair are broken, so it leans towards the ground. Even if there wasn't the chair issue I can never get the fucking tablet in the right place so drawing is fluid and comfortable. I've spent days gauging how to make it work best, and if its not exactly like its supposed to be drawing is as impossible as surviving a airplane fall without a frigging parachute. I end up spending hours and hours fuckign with the tablet, and by time I'm done it's time to go to bed again and I'm tired and frustrated and upset like I am now. I've wasted me entire night fucking with the lineart on commissions. They all look like shit and they're squiggly and nothing matches the fucking sketch of the fucking commission. It's pissing me off and I'm upset because i've been dealing with this off and on for months. i've gotten to the point I just quit because I get so upset. I'm tired of constantly fucking with the tablet and I'm tired of redoing commissions because the lineart is too thick or too thing or doesn't match the commission.

I'm so fucking frustrated right now everything looks like shit and I'm not proud of anything
fuk