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I want to talk about life.
8 years ago
Hello people. Past few month were a roller coaster for me. I've experienced a lot and learned on my mistakes. I made some bad decisions and sadly was not stubborn enough to fix them back then. Sounds super abstract, right? Haha well not gonna throw more details because it's not important.
Currently I'm having a harsh emotional state because some shit were happening in my life and I'm sure it will take more than few month to accept it.
You know, when you care about something, when you think you did your best but it's not enough and it all went wrong? I'm sure you know this feeling.
Plus I lost all my motivation somewhere there and it's reflected on my productivity. Now I see how bad it was and I'm in progress to make it better.
Again big plans for this summer, but I'm not sure if I will achieve them. Anyways, I'll try. In plans: move to Kiev, create patreon page to support my work and help me work on the comic. Also I'll attend 2d drawing courses for a few month, yay!
Can't wait. I have high hopes for it because I believe they can bring back my motivation. New experience is always good.
Also I'm super sick at the moment and feel myself super awful but it's temporarily. Just a bit hard to sit and draw x) Buut I can handle it.
Aaand fuck it. Fuck everything. Fuck those people that let me down, fuck those who were playing nice with me. I'm done. Just not gonna care anymore.
And I wanted to thank everybody who was here for me in my worst moments. Really, dudes, thank you. I don't know how I can show how grateful I am. And yes, everyone who even commissioned me - I am so freaking thankful to you! I really - really appreciate it. I appreciate YOU! Because, you know, your support means a lot to me <3
I'll put more time to work on commissions real soon! I don't want to make you, my amazing customers, wait any longer.
Thank all good people for being awesome, Don't even let bad people affect your life. Get over it and live on.
And. I...I love you all. Thank you.
Currently I'm having a harsh emotional state because some shit were happening in my life and I'm sure it will take more than few month to accept it.
You know, when you care about something, when you think you did your best but it's not enough and it all went wrong? I'm sure you know this feeling.
Plus I lost all my motivation somewhere there and it's reflected on my productivity. Now I see how bad it was and I'm in progress to make it better.
Again big plans for this summer, but I'm not sure if I will achieve them. Anyways, I'll try. In plans: move to Kiev, create patreon page to support my work and help me work on the comic. Also I'll attend 2d drawing courses for a few month, yay!
Can't wait. I have high hopes for it because I believe they can bring back my motivation. New experience is always good.
Also I'm super sick at the moment and feel myself super awful but it's temporarily. Just a bit hard to sit and draw x) Buut I can handle it.
Aaand fuck it. Fuck everything. Fuck those people that let me down, fuck those who were playing nice with me. I'm done. Just not gonna care anymore.
And I wanted to thank everybody who was here for me in my worst moments. Really, dudes, thank you. I don't know how I can show how grateful I am. And yes, everyone who even commissioned me - I am so freaking thankful to you! I really - really appreciate it. I appreciate YOU! Because, you know, your support means a lot to me <3
I'll put more time to work on commissions real soon! I don't want to make you, my amazing customers, wait any longer.
Thank all good people for being awesome, Don't even let bad people affect your life. Get over it and live on.
And. I...I love you all. Thank you.
Sort out the things in your head and get rid of everything that is not important, this way you can focus better on the essential. That's exactely what I did, I stopped to care about some things that were bothering me and then I did just fine. So you will do :3