I know I've been rather quiet for a while now, but I have had a lot on my hands and all...

The reason I'm writing this is that I'm feeling kinda bummed right now... Tomorrow I'll se my girlfriend and I think she's gonna leave me... Just got the vibe from the conersation I had with her earlier today and we'll there's also a slight chance she'll hit me... I know I know deosen't sound bad after all I'm 180 cm 90something kg guy but the thing is if she does I will not defend myself in anyway... I won't even try to evade her punches nor shall I block them...

The only thing that bothers me is that I'm not sure why. I mean it's not that I've cheated on her or treated her madly. I don't call her names I don't make her do anything she doesn't want to... and... and I jus tdon't wanna lose her... She's the best thing ever to happen to me... On another note if there's any finnish furry or other user of this site in Helsinki tomorrow I would like to ask that person to do me a favor. If this person sees this journal please call me in this number and meet me at Steissi with a half a liter of Vodka...
I'll pay 10 euros for it on delivery. Pm me first for the phone number.

Oh and if there's something I've forgotten remind me.