Ok yeah, the last journal was kinda depressing and I'm still a bit down, but I guess I should try to explain it more. Yes, I know people can get busy at times. Lately, it feels like literally everyone I know is too busy to talk to me, or too busy to even tell me they're too busy to talk. It...gets really frustrating and upsetting when I have no one to talk to, even if it's just small talk. Not to mention I don't have a job till next month and I been very cranky sitting here with nothing else to do while I had to watch everyone else complain about a tough day at work.



I feel lonely. Hell, maybe I am needy. But it would be nice to feel like I do have people to interact with. Would be nice to have a mate too, lol. I'm not as young as I used to be.