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8 years ago
☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧☿⛧ ***As posted on Deviantart, no way edited for here***
I pretty much accept the messy state everything is in right now.
Between my page being utter choas, my lists being outdated and poorly organized and everything else just being everywhere i dont have the mental nor emotional strength to even bother with any of it.
My own computer is a mess and i dont understand my reasonings for sortment before.
I dont even know how i ever found anything looking at my computer and pages in this state.
Its a wonder as to why i was stressed in those areas.
But like i said i cant be bothered to even attempt to waste time to fix them.
So for now, they'll stay as their are, like relics almost. Eras in my live...
Memories, even.
Ive thought again once more on moving, i know i made my decision but part of me wants to move on to greener pastures if you will.
I feel like moving to a new page would do that but at the same time....i lack the energy needed to make a place mine again.
To make memories anew and fresh.
Ive also thought of just getting some one to doing coding for my page for me and then maybe helping me learn a better sorting technique that both makes sense to me and is easy to remember.
Idk i just, have a lot of doubt in that.
In having uh, people help.
I find myself more reclusive then before, my circle of people has grown even smaller then before so im sorry if i seem hostile or more closed off then normal, dont take it personally im just....working on myself....again.
I'll uh...
Go try and organize my pictures on my computer now.
Cause my gallery is a lost fucking cause bro.
