Sometimes, I think about the situations I get myself into. I don't know why I setup things to be this difficult.

I just wanna run away from everything, but that wouldn't solve anything and it would probably just escalate everything. At the same time, I can't do anything about it, it just doesn't work that way.

So here I am, sitting on a mound of problems that I have no answer to, I can't get away from, and I can't do anything about.

All I can do, is sit here and be upset.

"But you have a job you like that pays, people who love you, and little to no responsibilities. Why would you be upset? It's offensive that you are upset at anything."
That's how I feel too. But unfortunately, I am upset.

And there's nothing I can do about it.