when ever l make new friends it always starts out great, but the more we hang out the more wobbly apparently ppl only like me because at first lm really shy and kind but ppl take advantage of that and step all over me but l get sick and tired of that so l start acting more of a butt to them. then they get upset at me for trying to maintain a friendship with them but they back away cause instead of being submissive and allow them to step all over me l get assertive and deny then to step all over me so then they back away and it becomes a more distant friendship until it just goes away TT.TT l'm sorry to my new friends but its been several years and lm tired of being taken advantage of and being teased and toyed around l'm blunt and straight to the point

TL;DR : in the psychology terms im a giver and have made new friends that are the inbetweens or takers and its starting to bug me how much is taken from me and l get nothing in return besides a heartbroken friendship and a new enemy. . . . . . TT.TT

<3 Thank you to all my friends that are still with me and has been with me for a long time <3