I'm sorry I haven't posted any art in a long time.
I just haven't been feeling it. I was informed that my insurance company won't cover my meds besides my ADHD ones and my stuff for my asthma and allergies. So I'm stuck with out meds for my depression and anxiety. So I'm trying everything to get my self feeling better. The hard part is the fact that my cat Sabre that's been helping me with everything can't come with me to my apartment when I go to live with a Co-worker on weekends. My mother already tried to get rid of him once and my father got mad at her for doing so. Anymore I'm just feeling beaten and empty inside. Even seeing my girlfriend isn't making me happy, it's only making me feel like a burden to her and everyone around me. I keep getting messages from home while I'm at the apartment saying "you never do anything when you are home, your rarely home as it is anymore. If you truly care about this cat like you say you do, you would have someone bring you home at least once or twice to see him and to help around the house." Each time I get a message like that I feel like crap and wish I had never taken this damn job. I've been at the apartment since Friday and will be here till Monday due to the fact that we have an event in the area called Glass Fest for Corning Inc. that starts on the 25th and goes to the 28th on Market Street in Corning NY. I'm helping out at a small dinner because it gives me something to do, but since I took the job my mother has made me feel like shit for taking it. I really truly don't know what to do anymore and I'm tired of putting a mask on when my coworker gets back to the apartment.
....I'm sorry for ranting, I'll just leave