Its never fun nor is it entertaining to ever get episodes of any kind of depression even manic or catatonic. You know it for sure like I do too. Anyway moving I recently came into contact with manic depression to a point that I was ready to begin physical self-abuse (I already do it mentally)

don't think of this journal as a cry for help, or anything so pitiful that you could wreak the very havoc of this and turn it into a joke. This is all basically what's been kinda happening.
1. Why I don't talk so much
2. I don't reply back very often or regularly as other people do.
3. I keep things to myself for my own safety
4. Why it is I'm really off or weirder than before (towards to your own eyes)
and lastly.
5. Been having identity issues of myself to where I have to push myself away from really feeling a sense of belonging. But at the same time it's been a feeling always around even without those issues too.

These are the things that have happened to me, if you want to turn a blind eye and not notice this had happened you can do so. I'm not really the person to share these kind of things with everyone nor do I like even bringing this up (especially in person) since its a topic that can really drain energy from others and become quite a hindrance to the other(s).

Moving onto results:
As of now I'm mildly doing a little better than earlier. Got to see friends at the fur meet I haven't seen in a very long time that it felt. Been taking walks in the park while enjoying the discovery of Pokémon Go. And still tryna keep the light on even after some depressive things that have happened but. This is the part where we are supposed to go up, not down :-P
Plans for the events coming up should be going swell as long as I can remember to put money in that freaking account lol

Anyway this concludes the journal Have a great day :03