Mom is back in the hospital after she complained bout chest pains. Doctors had her stay over night since she had heart surgery years ago. Took CT scans of her chest and what not and found some inflammation around the heart. That turned into fluid in the lungs this morning so they're going to drain it and keep her over night again.

I will be making another trip to see her with my sister and I'm hoping by the time we get there, the hospital will let her stay home.

I...am not okay right now, just feeling numb. I can't really show any emotions because it'll harm the baby. Mom wanted to go to my sonogram tomorrow to see the baby but she can't...

I will try to take my mind off of things by working...doing anything.
Will try staying positive.