To make it short cause i don't really wanna waste anyones time with things that don't pertain to them.
over the course of somethings I've been engaged with getting a new job and getting a few things here and there.

However irl its not really all whats its cracked up to be.
Ive recently done a lot of cleaning in both social, personal and spiritual things in my life where i feel a bit better.
However I've been thinking to myself pretty hard and I've noticed a change with this.
Being friends with some people who have no aspirations to be something better then they are.... just shows how much of myself just dragged down.
Until one night under some influences i saw what i could be... and I'm not now I'm doing it. my life feels a bit better and this coming july is going to be my chance at something better.

don't worry I'm still myself. but this time minus the depressive bullshit and no weights this time.

Akanite~