Thinking late at night, when things are finally calm. I'm in a bit of a funk. A bit upset over the lousy sales, and a bit upset over life in general. Trying to change things is taking too damn long, and costing too damn much. And it's all making me a bit depressed as per usual. But I know how to get out of it, so I am working on that. So no worries. I'm not going anywhere. Heh. My therapist calls me the most optimistic depressed person she's ever seen. I like that. I'll stay optimistic. Makes me smile even. so...to everyone else out there, i give you big hugs. All of you. And good vibes. For now, I gotta figure out how to either get my cell phone camera working properly so I can upload pics to people I've promised...or find the pennies for a damned large-bed scanner. >.<!!! My usual lament.

Just had to vent a little. Thanks for listening, all of you out there. Also, a question...when the hell is AC this year?? Cause...good gawd...could you imagine...Califur, then BLFC, then AC, all within a few weeks of each other? GAH! I know I'm not young anymore when I realize...O'd be a frickin' basket case of exhaustion and neurosis after that kinda work. So....Goddamn Epic Kudos of Awesomeness to everyone who can manage that trifecta, or even two outta three. >.>