So after my coworker left I had 5 weeks of job training stuff. Hated it. Hate what they "trained" us to do. 90% of the people in the class hadn't finish figuring out the 1st part of our job. So now they are even more lost! Leaving me to hold a lot of peoples hands. Yay for federal training -_-
Between that, family issues, and now it looks like I'm going to be single after an almost 7 year relationship, I've been pretty lacking in creative area. I've drawn a few things, but haven't managed to finish anything. I hate this. I have pretty much no creative spark right now. I have no desire to draw. No imagination. Just... bla.

I'll likely be having to move in a couple months. Probably be getting a little studio apartment. I have a lot of plans already for it... Ways to be eco/cost efficient. I guess you could say I am looking forward to being single. I'll have more time for me and more room to explore my gender identity. The main thing is, he wants kids. The big house, the nice car, the status. "Look at me and my nice things". I don't want kids. I want to live small and efficiently. I want to live comfortably without needing lots of money. I don't want to work my life away.

So yeah. Lot of big life changes are coming my way... Idk when I will get into the artistic spirit again. But I hope it wont be too much longer.