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my roommate assaulted me today - please read - sorry
8 years ago
basically he strangled me really fucking violently out of the blue this morning and i just. im fucked up. im scared. i cant trust him anymore. but like. im financially dependent on him and i dont want to be. i know... its rude, its lazy, its altogether bad of me... but PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE can i get some doantions or SOMETHING in the meanwhile so i can buy my own food, my own cat food, my own cat litter so he doesnt have anything to hold over me?
its a one time incident, hes a pretty great guy regularly, but i dont trust him as far as i can throw him after this and dont want to rely on him now. i need some help. please. sorry.
the full story is donw here:
i dont. have enough energy to type the full story out. fresh so i guess... heres a copy pasted and slightly edited version of what i told my confidante
"he fucking strangled me for plafully shooting him with a little water
damn near crushed my windpipe and im pissed
yeah like
he was joking around and we were laughing and everything was as usual and fun
and i jokingly threaten to squirt him with the waterbottle and hes laughing along still all fun and games
and i give him a light squirt on his chest, nowhere near anything other than him and mattress,
and all of a sudden his hands are around my throat and i can hear my windpipe grinding and caving against something
im struggling and fighting but he keeps me there like that for more than thirty seconds and just sat and watched as i hacked and coughed for like
three minutes trying to get my throat to work
and he doesnt even apologise, all he has to say for himself it "my phone was up here" when it was nowhere near him
and like, two hours later he decides "lets go to pizza by design for lunch!" and alls normal again, but im seething internally, and as we leave, he asks "so are you still mad after this?"
and everyone in the house is making me feel like im crazy and overreacting about it but they dont get what happened, they dont understand that it wasn't the kinda shit me and logan normally do, that is almost blacked out and he almost crushed my windpipe
but i dont see any point in trying to explain. i feel dumb, crazy, stupid, and naive.
i dont know what im going to do. i dont feel safe around him anymore."
its a one time incident, hes a pretty great guy regularly, but i dont trust him as far as i can throw him after this and dont want to rely on him now. i need some help. please. sorry.
the full story is donw here:
i dont. have enough energy to type the full story out. fresh so i guess... heres a copy pasted and slightly edited version of what i told my confidante
"he fucking strangled me for plafully shooting him with a little water
damn near crushed my windpipe and im pissed
yeah like
he was joking around and we were laughing and everything was as usual and fun
and i jokingly threaten to squirt him with the waterbottle and hes laughing along still all fun and games
and i give him a light squirt on his chest, nowhere near anything other than him and mattress,
and all of a sudden his hands are around my throat and i can hear my windpipe grinding and caving against something
im struggling and fighting but he keeps me there like that for more than thirty seconds and just sat and watched as i hacked and coughed for like
three minutes trying to get my throat to work
and he doesnt even apologise, all he has to say for himself it "my phone was up here" when it was nowhere near him
and like, two hours later he decides "lets go to pizza by design for lunch!" and alls normal again, but im seething internally, and as we leave, he asks "so are you still mad after this?"
and everyone in the house is making me feel like im crazy and overreacting about it but they dont get what happened, they dont understand that it wasn't the kinda shit me and logan normally do, that is almost blacked out and he almost crushed my windpipe
but i dont see any point in trying to explain. i feel dumb, crazy, stupid, and naive.
i dont know what im going to do. i dont feel safe around him anymore."
