Journal Update
16 years ago
Raven opens her mouth and a voice is heard.
So, I'm not sure what to talk about tonight. Perhaps I'll just let my mind wander.
People at work are almost completely refering to me as she, even when I'm not there, which is cool.
Yesterday didn't go to well. I kinda threw up my pills and went through the worst case of PMS (I guess you could call it) that I've ever had. Needless to say no one was pleased and they almost sent me home. Today, however was better. Even though Paul McCartney was playing down the street from work, and we were swamped, I was in a really good mood all day.
I need to get my phone up and running. I'm thinking that this coming pay, if I have a decent amount, I'll be putting some on it in hopes of getting it paid off by the time I get to Ontario.
While I was in Indiana, Kyubi-mate did something really awesome for me. She purchased a copy of Final Fantasy 7 in almost mint condition for me and I recently found my PSx memory card so I've been playing that. God I've missed the game. It's one of my all-time favourites
A few of you know a deep secret of mine. I've discovered I'm Polyamorous and I have 3 mates at the moment. Some people may see this as a crime, but I however, don't. It's impossible for me to love just one person, and I'm much happier now that I have a circle of people I surround myself with. I'm considering bringing in a fourth.
Kyubi-mate and Spectra-mate as well as Calientra and Lffy, Becca-sis and Ryuu have applied for an apartment which makes me squee! The next time I go down, I'll have a whole new territory to explore and a whole new neighbourhood as well. I can't wait. We're talking about me going down for Christmas. i know it may not happen, but it would be awesome if it did. I'd love to spend the holidays with my loved ones, and if I can make it work, as in have enough funds, I may be going to Toronto from there. It's just mind candy for now.
Pride week is fast approaching and I can't wait. i'm taking the entire week off and I'm also volunteering. There's actually a few events I have booked in, including one where I may actually get to get breastforms which would be awesome, because even though I have natural ones of my own, they don't quite show atm, and it's annoying. It kinda looks like very large moobs atm. That doesn't mean they're not there tho! Also, I has curveses, well sorta. I'm slowly getting there.
I'm still getting sirred alot, but that will change with tme, I hope.
I had an appointment with Jim Oulton the other day, and I told him that other than the beast down there, I'm starting to become comfortable with myself. I like the way I dress, I like the form fitting clothes I'm getting and I love what the estrogen is doing for me. Over the past few weeks, surgery has become a 100% sure thing, but is also no longera driving force in my life.
I find lately when I'm playing music, or if a song I like comes on the radio, I'll break into dance and sing along. I love this. I was never able to do this before and it's exhilirating.
Hmmm...I'm not sure what else to write about, as my brain is kinda tired. I did an 8.5 hour shift on like....5 hours of sleep. I'll see you all later.
-Gina
People at work are almost completely refering to me as she, even when I'm not there, which is cool.
Yesterday didn't go to well. I kinda threw up my pills and went through the worst case of PMS (I guess you could call it) that I've ever had. Needless to say no one was pleased and they almost sent me home. Today, however was better. Even though Paul McCartney was playing down the street from work, and we were swamped, I was in a really good mood all day.
I need to get my phone up and running. I'm thinking that this coming pay, if I have a decent amount, I'll be putting some on it in hopes of getting it paid off by the time I get to Ontario.
While I was in Indiana, Kyubi-mate did something really awesome for me. She purchased a copy of Final Fantasy 7 in almost mint condition for me and I recently found my PSx memory card so I've been playing that. God I've missed the game. It's one of my all-time favourites
A few of you know a deep secret of mine. I've discovered I'm Polyamorous and I have 3 mates at the moment. Some people may see this as a crime, but I however, don't. It's impossible for me to love just one person, and I'm much happier now that I have a circle of people I surround myself with. I'm considering bringing in a fourth.
Kyubi-mate and Spectra-mate as well as Calientra and Lffy, Becca-sis and Ryuu have applied for an apartment which makes me squee! The next time I go down, I'll have a whole new territory to explore and a whole new neighbourhood as well. I can't wait. We're talking about me going down for Christmas. i know it may not happen, but it would be awesome if it did. I'd love to spend the holidays with my loved ones, and if I can make it work, as in have enough funds, I may be going to Toronto from there. It's just mind candy for now.
Pride week is fast approaching and I can't wait. i'm taking the entire week off and I'm also volunteering. There's actually a few events I have booked in, including one where I may actually get to get breastforms which would be awesome, because even though I have natural ones of my own, they don't quite show atm, and it's annoying. It kinda looks like very large moobs atm. That doesn't mean they're not there tho! Also, I has curveses, well sorta. I'm slowly getting there.
I'm still getting sirred alot, but that will change with tme, I hope.
I had an appointment with Jim Oulton the other day, and I told him that other than the beast down there, I'm starting to become comfortable with myself. I like the way I dress, I like the form fitting clothes I'm getting and I love what the estrogen is doing for me. Over the past few weeks, surgery has become a 100% sure thing, but is also no longera driving force in my life.
I find lately when I'm playing music, or if a song I like comes on the radio, I'll break into dance and sing along. I love this. I was never able to do this before and it's exhilirating.
Hmmm...I'm not sure what else to write about, as my brain is kinda tired. I did an 8.5 hour shift on like....5 hours of sleep. I'll see you all later.
-Gina
AurorusKitsune
~auroruskitsune
thats awesome ^_^ I'm really glad you're starting to turn things around like this and I hope you get to Toronto one day I'd love to meet you in person
ravenwolfcoon
~ravenwolfcoon
OP
The feeling is mutual, honey.
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