sorry there hasnt been much from me lately. my depression is flaring up and someone who owes me money still hasn't given it to me and its just not worth hassling him over it anymore because he doesn't take me seriously. im down fifteen dollars for already completed work and i just.

i just cant handle it. i had to take a break from my commissions to try and level out, which means im down even more money for the time being and i just know halloween's gonna be fucked up, and it's not even september. im still on eggshells about my roommate strangling me, and he's never apologized for it, and im just so stressed.

food and money have been short too and it just feels like everything is unraveling and i cant take it