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My story fur being a furry..
8 years ago
Hokay...so I don't know if anybody really reads these journals at all or anything but here goes something....
Today I played with me nephew I know hes only 7 but sometimes I get the feeling I could learn how to be more loving and comforting than what my dad tried to raise me as when I created papagator I really was going through a new form of characters that I really wanted to mentally get involved into I always loved the idea of a fat fur like papagator or K9manX's PapaWolf to be my personal bodyguard by day and be my comfy bed by night even if I had to listen to those stomach noises all nightlong I know it would be worth it just think how the whole relationship could go i wouldn't just be the little guy that needed protection and comfort by a big daddy like my fat fur character Papagator. I knew that in our world where we imagine our lives away we would need to protect those very things we helped create in our live to keep us warm and nurtured throughout our immortal lives within those clouds of our minds. So I then took it upon myself to become a powerful ally to my big chunky protector because I knew that even our heroes had limits too so I wouldn't be stuck in the sidelines realizing I could lose my dream with just one simple thought. I became my own guardian angel. And you may not believe it right now but in real life i go out make a name fur myself just by staying alive and keeping my head down while being the nicest guy you have ever met. But seriously like you I have always thought that just because I was into fat guys I was gay or i was weird but to be honest that was just one form of fat furs that I was only going through as a boy and soon I realized I wasn't gay I was just adoring that concept of comfort but inspite of still not understanding why or how I liked to look at a guy's big belly, I still don't think I can explain btw, I always knew somehow or there were others like me fur example one of my favorite fat fur artists : Aokmaidu, man I just adore his art style, the way he takes his personal experiences and fuses them with the inspirational quotes along with his amazing artwork never ceases to amaze me, the i dont know if he uses a certain art app or just really good on paper. Its an honor to me that I even get to witness. I still dont know what to expect from other furries as you interact withes whether its via online on a site like this or in person or I'd like to say Furson...but I know im learning that everything isn't always meant to be shared even if your trying to support them in a good way. I learned my lesson while following one of my other favorite fur artist by the name of syrus...now I don't know his true as a furry but I know he is and an artist that keeps to himself and other close friends in fact I happen to have been on Twitter sharing like freaking crazy I had posted an image of his art and just when I was supporting him I really wasn't to him and well...lets just say it was bad timing and not a good idea fur a 1st impression...he ended up giving me the little rejection debriefing I didn't read the whole thing because I was in Awe of my own failure that I ended up getting butthurt about it fur a lil while..going through drama and butthurt imaginations about him in general. . you know emo crap..but that's my side of having autism having those emotions of a layer that can be easily shattered with just a few words of critisizm would be enough to blast everything you knew about being a furry into oblivion.. I still have his art saved into my draw I wouldn't give up on it still even the he may have blocked me on Twitter to this day I can still see what hes doing on my notifications I learn about what kind of person he everytime that he he shares something on there I may not be able to talk to him but if I had the chance I would give my condolences and apologize fur such a stupid move but still would I have learned another way?
I don't know but I know he now he wasn't trying to be the bad guy he was just letting me know what I did was wrong and by blocking me was the right thing he just wasn't wanting anymore false supportment from newbie furs like myself... I don't blame him in fact I'd do the same thing.. But seriously I became a fat fur lover base I adore the big scruffy look of a fur ad always go furcthe males because they were tough and enjoyable and wouldn't back down from a fight and their big bellies full of jelly would make it all the more reason to get close to them because of how loving and warm they could be I would stay in a small room with big tough fat furs wearing clothes between suspenders and overall with wiskers running down there neck having eating a glorious gluttony eating contest and betting on whose belly is bigger or more squishier or softer softer. Showing off big guts is what I like to look at and its no secret either I don't need to worry about who knows what about me being a fat furry lover or anything I do the art that I share and I like what i post...
That's my story of things what's yours?
Follow me on Twitter Username ArchangelXblade.
Today I played with me nephew I know hes only 7 but sometimes I get the feeling I could learn how to be more loving and comforting than what my dad tried to raise me as when I created papagator I really was going through a new form of characters that I really wanted to mentally get involved into I always loved the idea of a fat fur like papagator or K9manX's PapaWolf to be my personal bodyguard by day and be my comfy bed by night even if I had to listen to those stomach noises all nightlong I know it would be worth it just think how the whole relationship could go i wouldn't just be the little guy that needed protection and comfort by a big daddy like my fat fur character Papagator. I knew that in our world where we imagine our lives away we would need to protect those very things we helped create in our live to keep us warm and nurtured throughout our immortal lives within those clouds of our minds. So I then took it upon myself to become a powerful ally to my big chunky protector because I knew that even our heroes had limits too so I wouldn't be stuck in the sidelines realizing I could lose my dream with just one simple thought. I became my own guardian angel. And you may not believe it right now but in real life i go out make a name fur myself just by staying alive and keeping my head down while being the nicest guy you have ever met. But seriously like you I have always thought that just because I was into fat guys I was gay or i was weird but to be honest that was just one form of fat furs that I was only going through as a boy and soon I realized I wasn't gay I was just adoring that concept of comfort but inspite of still not understanding why or how I liked to look at a guy's big belly, I still don't think I can explain btw, I always knew somehow or there were others like me fur example one of my favorite fat fur artists : Aokmaidu, man I just adore his art style, the way he takes his personal experiences and fuses them with the inspirational quotes along with his amazing artwork never ceases to amaze me, the i dont know if he uses a certain art app or just really good on paper. Its an honor to me that I even get to witness. I still dont know what to expect from other furries as you interact withes whether its via online on a site like this or in person or I'd like to say Furson...but I know im learning that everything isn't always meant to be shared even if your trying to support them in a good way. I learned my lesson while following one of my other favorite fur artist by the name of syrus...now I don't know his true as a furry but I know he is and an artist that keeps to himself and other close friends in fact I happen to have been on Twitter sharing like freaking crazy I had posted an image of his art and just when I was supporting him I really wasn't to him and well...lets just say it was bad timing and not a good idea fur a 1st impression...he ended up giving me the little rejection debriefing I didn't read the whole thing because I was in Awe of my own failure that I ended up getting butthurt about it fur a lil while..going through drama and butthurt imaginations about him in general. . you know emo crap..but that's my side of having autism having those emotions of a layer that can be easily shattered with just a few words of critisizm would be enough to blast everything you knew about being a furry into oblivion.. I still have his art saved into my draw I wouldn't give up on it still even the he may have blocked me on Twitter to this day I can still see what hes doing on my notifications I learn about what kind of person he everytime that he he shares something on there I may not be able to talk to him but if I had the chance I would give my condolences and apologize fur such a stupid move but still would I have learned another way?
I don't know but I know he now he wasn't trying to be the bad guy he was just letting me know what I did was wrong and by blocking me was the right thing he just wasn't wanting anymore false supportment from newbie furs like myself... I don't blame him in fact I'd do the same thing.. But seriously I became a fat fur lover base I adore the big scruffy look of a fur ad always go furcthe males because they were tough and enjoyable and wouldn't back down from a fight and their big bellies full of jelly would make it all the more reason to get close to them because of how loving and warm they could be I would stay in a small room with big tough fat furs wearing clothes between suspenders and overall with wiskers running down there neck having eating a glorious gluttony eating contest and betting on whose belly is bigger or more squishier or softer softer. Showing off big guts is what I like to look at and its no secret either I don't need to worry about who knows what about me being a fat furry lover or anything I do the art that I share and I like what i post...
That's my story of things what's yours?
Follow me on Twitter Username ArchangelXblade.
