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the most terrifying feeling in the world.. *edit
8 years ago
is being so close to someone.. for a while, and then you two just drifting apart, and you dont know why.. if you did something wrong.
dealing with that right now with a close friend, idk what will happen.. it might just be in my mind but who knows. this happens to much with me lol
they say they will be there for you, they say they fucking care. but do they. haha nope. they only care about you when there upset or depressed, and you do everything to cheer them up.. you listen, you stay up all damn night with them.
do they do the same?.. used too not anymore, cause your trash to them now..
why do i bother making new friends if they awlays leave. hurp
just vent drawing this out. yay
dealing with that right now with a close friend, idk what will happen.. it might just be in my mind but who knows. this happens to much with me lol
they say they will be there for you, they say they fucking care. but do they. haha nope. they only care about you when there upset or depressed, and you do everything to cheer them up.. you listen, you stay up all damn night with them.
do they do the same?.. used too not anymore, cause your trash to them now..
why do i bother making new friends if they awlays leave. hurp
just vent drawing this out. yay
I'll always be here for you no matter what happens.
It seems like you're going through a rough time rn and I want to help you in any way I can. I have crazy anxiety and I understand the feeling of thinking others are leaving you. It's.... it burns. So I try very hard every day to never let the people I love feel anxious about me leaving them.
I wish I knew you better than I do right now, and maybe if you want to, we could be friends ;)
But what I DO know about you is that you are an incredibley nice person who puts up with so much. You're so brave.... and I know it's hard to be brave. It's hard to stay positive about yourself when the universe seems to be throwing the weight of everyone's troubles onto your shoulders. It's so hard to stand up when you're being held captive like this.
However if there's one hung I learned in countless hospitalization programs; it's that you're so much stronger than you think you are. Need proof? Look at how far you've come. Look at all the impact you made. You left your mark on the world, and without that mark.... who knows what would happen.
Anyways, I've said enough haha
Just please try to remember how much you are loved.
Stay awesome
You deserve so much better than what you go through..