Do you ever get that sinking feeling in your chest. Maybe it's after reading something, maybe it just comes out of nowhere but the feeling holds on and lasts and for some reason you feel terrible. And you keep telling yourself that you're not but your mind runs and can only prove you otherwise. And you try telling yourself that it's all stupid and that you shouldn't get reeled up like this. But your mind chooses otherwise and the feeling sticks and lingers and makes you feel terrible and you get trapped in a spiral of downwards emotions and a heavier feeling pressing on your chest. You try to prove yourself you have no reason to have this feeling but nothing helps. You stay up with the terrible feeling no matter what. No matter how little sleep you just had and no matter what you tell yourself. Maybe because deep down, you know you're broken? You know that the feeling is right? That maybe you are just worthleds and not worth the trouble? That you'll end up alone anyway and that you're just kidding yourself until you can finaly accept your faith and die alone?


Sorry. The feeling caught me suddenly and I didn't kmow what to do.
Not like I have to ask but just move along. Nothing to see here.