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OMFG mostly just a rant
16 years ago
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Im doing this because of the actions some people have taken towards me rescintly and some other things just building upward inside me.
Im getting horbaly sick of some people and the lies they say like Oh i care for you or i wanna be your friend still were good friends or some other things. i just wish people would treat me how i treat them im allwas most of the time a verry good temperd person and i feal i just get walked all over a fare bit. I take on alot of responsablity and keep alot of stuff in confadince But as soon as its my time to get something off my chest the people i go to just brush it off say im stuped and crap.
At times i feal like im horbaly used in some things one big thing was when i was "ages ago" doing art trades and stuff i never got them back or if some one needed to borrow money off me i would lend it and never get it back or they would say something like oh i just cant pay you back yet and then they forget and it keeps going on. One thing which happens which i feal bad for is asking about art trades or even commsions i get the people normaly say oh im really bunked down right now im sorry yet then i see them uploading all these fast little commisons. like if i pay money i exspect it soon not over 2 or 3 years
One thing with Fur affinity which well dosnt really hert just feals bad. When i used to try and draw porn or have drawn stuff of me i had alot of people commenting and stuff and yet now for some reason i get no comments on anything at all and its just shit sorry but it is like so meny people i used to talk to barely even start conversations with me and i go around and see artist and stuff draw one little thing and then theres like tons of comments...just makes me feal well i dont know really just makes me feal something.
Last of all was just like a i dont know sortove enoying thing but its not really something for people on hear but when my birthday was on it was a big thing for me only the second time i celebrated it and well not alot of people remberd ON HEAR there were alot which im thank full for but like if i know its some ones birthday hear i try to go out of my way to get them something and two of my friends did but then alot of people i did get something for WHICH all the time get stuff for others just didnt do anything on the friday when rollabladeing was on with my birthday i got food and snacks for people and on that night out of every one that was there only 5 people sead happybirthday yet the others just ate the food and didnt do anything.
Im sorry if you feal you got put into this catagory but the truth is if you read this your most probly not one of the people i just really wanted to get shit off my chest
Im getting horbaly sick of some people and the lies they say like Oh i care for you or i wanna be your friend still were good friends or some other things. i just wish people would treat me how i treat them im allwas most of the time a verry good temperd person and i feal i just get walked all over a fare bit. I take on alot of responsablity and keep alot of stuff in confadince But as soon as its my time to get something off my chest the people i go to just brush it off say im stuped and crap.
At times i feal like im horbaly used in some things one big thing was when i was "ages ago" doing art trades and stuff i never got them back or if some one needed to borrow money off me i would lend it and never get it back or they would say something like oh i just cant pay you back yet and then they forget and it keeps going on. One thing which happens which i feal bad for is asking about art trades or even commsions i get the people normaly say oh im really bunked down right now im sorry yet then i see them uploading all these fast little commisons. like if i pay money i exspect it soon not over 2 or 3 years
One thing with Fur affinity which well dosnt really hert just feals bad. When i used to try and draw porn or have drawn stuff of me i had alot of people commenting and stuff and yet now for some reason i get no comments on anything at all and its just shit sorry but it is like so meny people i used to talk to barely even start conversations with me and i go around and see artist and stuff draw one little thing and then theres like tons of comments...just makes me feal well i dont know really just makes me feal something.
Last of all was just like a i dont know sortove enoying thing but its not really something for people on hear but when my birthday was on it was a big thing for me only the second time i celebrated it and well not alot of people remberd ON HEAR there were alot which im thank full for but like if i know its some ones birthday hear i try to go out of my way to get them something and two of my friends did but then alot of people i did get something for WHICH all the time get stuff for others just didnt do anything on the friday when rollabladeing was on with my birthday i got food and snacks for people and on that night out of every one that was there only 5 people sead happybirthday yet the others just ate the food and didnt do anything.
Im sorry if you feal you got put into this catagory but the truth is if you read this your most probly not one of the people i just really wanted to get shit off my chest
Like you, I'm super used to being used and I'm way overly caring so I kind of harden myself on purpose so that I don't go overboard on giving more than I know I'll ever get in return from some 'friends' :) I did pop on your page to see your irl pic (I like people irl better than just fursona but I'm a crazy one like that and is why i most put up pics of myself on mah page :P ) Anyway, you got way more comments than I ever get ^.~ I know you already feel better from your next journal but 'chin up' as Charlotte said to Wilbur in Charlotte's Web.
Yea but said state of the world is people will only pay attention if they are pretty sure they'll get something in return which is why us sensitive types have to become a little more jaded and a little harder of heart sometimes I say
I hope you'll not blame me for that, as far as I remember I never commented the graphic/gay pictures in your gallery...but you have to understand I'm not into that stuff !
That said, I red your last journal and i'm glad you feel better !
Best regards
The community is just that spoiled. If you want some recognizion for your clean art you gotta do high-quality things for the fur-fandom.
Artists here are entertainers. And that's all that matters.
As for you as an artist, just remember that you gotta draw what you love, no matter what the other people think of you. No matter if they comment, fave or not. Just do what makes you happy.
Also calm down and write properly, for me, xP. I had a hard time understanding through the journal.
and sorry about the spelling rember im dyslexic i cant help it
I didn't know it was the source of grammatical mistakes. I'm not being a grammar nazi here, I'm just wondering if it's really the reason... like I said, always thought people with dyslexia would confuse "the Time Machine" with "The MAchine time".
Or something like that.
You should keep drawing!