I tried my hardest to be good, to give affection and attention, I tried my hardest and now I'm alone... IS this what it means to be free?

I committed to another, for three years of good bad and ugly, and I loved it, I loved being committed, even though I never got it back... now I wish I could just talk and I can't... Is this what it means to be free?

What good was all of this... What good was any of this? What good is being free when I'm a slave to a mind that has no answers and hurts... What good is being free?


I'm tired and alone... I'm sorry for my Failures... But I don't know who I am anymore...