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just given up....
8 years ago
You guys know me. I don't like starting drama and shit, but I feel like I should say something as to why i haven't been responding much or drawing lately.
A few weeks back before fathers day. My step-dad had fell off his ladder and suffered a concussion on his head. He's fine, got a few stitches and is now part of the working community again, but that's not the reason.
The real reason is my best friend had passed away 2 weeks ago. He was driving home from work late at night and a drunk driver rammed into him. They both didn't make it. I was devasted. He was like a brother. Showing me the ropes of stuff, doing things together. He helped me out when I suffered depression in high school.... and now he's gone.... he was young too. He didn't deserve to fucking die like that.
I've been avoiding people and just gaming all day when I got off work. I just gave up.... i didn't feel like talking much and to those who have.... I'm sorry if I seemed hostile to you. I didn't mean anything by it. I just wanted to be left alone. I don't like talking about my feelings... being alone was all I had ever known until my best bro showed up in middle school.....
I've lost my drive and I don't know If i can continue drawing...
A few weeks back before fathers day. My step-dad had fell off his ladder and suffered a concussion on his head. He's fine, got a few stitches and is now part of the working community again, but that's not the reason.
The real reason is my best friend had passed away 2 weeks ago. He was driving home from work late at night and a drunk driver rammed into him. They both didn't make it. I was devasted. He was like a brother. Showing me the ropes of stuff, doing things together. He helped me out when I suffered depression in high school.... and now he's gone.... he was young too. He didn't deserve to fucking die like that.
I've been avoiding people and just gaming all day when I got off work. I just gave up.... i didn't feel like talking much and to those who have.... I'm sorry if I seemed hostile to you. I didn't mean anything by it. I just wanted to be left alone. I don't like talking about my feelings... being alone was all I had ever known until my best bro showed up in middle school.....
I've lost my drive and I don't know If i can continue drawing...
Just remember that at some point you need to stand up again.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can only hope things get better for you. Please stay strong, as I know how it feels to lose someone that means the world to you.
It's never easy losing a loved one, let alone someone you were so close to...
But still...think about it this way. How would your friend feel about your situation? The user above me is right; I'm sure he wanted what's best for you, and I'm positive that hasn't changed. What I'm saying is...your friend wouldn't want this for you. He wouldn't want you to give up. I think he would want you to use his passing as a stepping stone; a way for you to grow stronger as a person. It will take time, yes, but...things will get better. I promise.
Just remember, Kami: each and every one of us is on your side. We're always here if you need us.
Please, stay safe, and be strong.
I thank you and everyone for their condolences. I just need more time...
My sincere condolences, man.
And as others before here have said, you have no reason to apologize.
Take all the time you need to grieve.
Nobody will think of you lesser for it.
Thank you