There comes a moment in your life when you are given a glimpse of perfect clarity. The only way I could describe it is a mystery or conspiracy movie. When hero or the detective has that moment when the secret plan is coming into play and they have that flashback. All the little pieces add up, those little details and minor details they didn't think important, and suddenly, it's to late to stop it, but they understand perfectly. And if you told this theory to someone they wouldn't believe you. I call these moments a Dark Epiphany. I had one the other day, and it called everything into question. About my goals, my art, my work and what it all leads to.

I don't know what to do about it, I am not even sure if there is something I can do about it now. Combined with everything else that is going on I am not sure what to do next.