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16 years ago
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Its another at the other house. *shakes his head and sighs*
I feel like I am going nowhere with my family right now with the issues that are being talked about over between the two houses. Between work, money, family, school, future ect ect ect. I feel like no one wants to listen to the other side of the story, nor recognize what the other side of the coin has done for the first. I thought I had made this clear....
I AM F@@@ING TIRED OF THE BLAMING BULL@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They can't allow me to follow through with my own plans without being constantly hounded. Work. I am trying, I want to take a full time job position because I feel burnt out on school and I believe it is a complete waste of time and money, be it mine or someone else's if I do not want to put any effort into it. I know I have no medical coverage, and if I have an athsma attack chances are I will be 30,000 dollars in debt because of the assinine system that we have for healthcare insurance here. (and for the fact that no one will get private insurance) And I am currently in the process of getting into SoE... The resume is ready, the bug list is ready, I can't think of any more bugs to add in that I have found unless I stretch the truth, which I suppose isn't a bad thing... None of it could be sent in because dad has not been at work to forward the papers to the right person with the referral.
Money, yeah I have none left. Thanks to the GOD DAMN poliece system that wants to pull you over for any little thing and charge you the most they possibly could. A fix-it ticket... 50 dollars, and it was all because I didn't put the registration tag on my car THE DAY IT GOT DELIVERED!!! and whats more... 80% OF THE REST OF TRAFFIC DON"T HAVE THE FRIGGEN THING ON THEIR CAR EITHER!!!!!!!!!!!! I have no money because most all of it went into paying ishy what I owe him for the trip so his account doesn't get over drawn... Other than that I have no money. And you know what... despite the fact that they said I could always go work for Mc Donalds and the grocery store... I DID PUT IN AN APPLICATION! At a few different locations too and nothing came out of it! Nothing will change as fast as they want it to. And for GEICO, with my plans to go to FC, which I don't plan on changing those plans because the people I REALLY do wish to see will not be going to a different one to my knowledge. This may not be the thing that is needed but goddamnit I am going to go because it is something I REALLY do wish to go to.
And look, stop the childish games of your dad didn't pay child support, your dad didn't pay for the car, your mom didn't pay for your medication, your mom wouldn't let you choose schools. I DON"T GIVE A DAMN PEOPLE! Yeah I do agree that my father should be willing to chip in more for college like he said that he would. But he did help with the classes and the books, so stop saying that he doesn't do a god damn thing because he does! You might not see it but the support is there. And every time it is brought up it takes all my will power not to punch you right in the face, or as I was driving back, ram us all into a concrete pillar. And the other side, I don't give a damn if I was left alone a few times, I don't give a damn if the other side didn't pay for some other things, hell I don't blame everyone for the lack of food either, They also have given and helped alot, despite the fact that they havn't conferred with you. Just shut the hell up alright...??
Bottom line, nothing what you are doing is helping nor speeding anything up, so GTFO and let me do my own thing.
/rant off
I feel like I am going nowhere with my family right now with the issues that are being talked about over between the two houses. Between work, money, family, school, future ect ect ect. I feel like no one wants to listen to the other side of the story, nor recognize what the other side of the coin has done for the first. I thought I had made this clear....
I AM F@@@ING TIRED OF THE BLAMING BULL@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They can't allow me to follow through with my own plans without being constantly hounded. Work. I am trying, I want to take a full time job position because I feel burnt out on school and I believe it is a complete waste of time and money, be it mine or someone else's if I do not want to put any effort into it. I know I have no medical coverage, and if I have an athsma attack chances are I will be 30,000 dollars in debt because of the assinine system that we have for healthcare insurance here. (and for the fact that no one will get private insurance) And I am currently in the process of getting into SoE... The resume is ready, the bug list is ready, I can't think of any more bugs to add in that I have found unless I stretch the truth, which I suppose isn't a bad thing... None of it could be sent in because dad has not been at work to forward the papers to the right person with the referral.
Money, yeah I have none left. Thanks to the GOD DAMN poliece system that wants to pull you over for any little thing and charge you the most they possibly could. A fix-it ticket... 50 dollars, and it was all because I didn't put the registration tag on my car THE DAY IT GOT DELIVERED!!! and whats more... 80% OF THE REST OF TRAFFIC DON"T HAVE THE FRIGGEN THING ON THEIR CAR EITHER!!!!!!!!!!!! I have no money because most all of it went into paying ishy what I owe him for the trip so his account doesn't get over drawn... Other than that I have no money. And you know what... despite the fact that they said I could always go work for Mc Donalds and the grocery store... I DID PUT IN AN APPLICATION! At a few different locations too and nothing came out of it! Nothing will change as fast as they want it to. And for GEICO, with my plans to go to FC, which I don't plan on changing those plans because the people I REALLY do wish to see will not be going to a different one to my knowledge. This may not be the thing that is needed but goddamnit I am going to go because it is something I REALLY do wish to go to.
And look, stop the childish games of your dad didn't pay child support, your dad didn't pay for the car, your mom didn't pay for your medication, your mom wouldn't let you choose schools. I DON"T GIVE A DAMN PEOPLE! Yeah I do agree that my father should be willing to chip in more for college like he said that he would. But he did help with the classes and the books, so stop saying that he doesn't do a god damn thing because he does! You might not see it but the support is there. And every time it is brought up it takes all my will power not to punch you right in the face, or as I was driving back, ram us all into a concrete pillar. And the other side, I don't give a damn if I was left alone a few times, I don't give a damn if the other side didn't pay for some other things, hell I don't blame everyone for the lack of food either, They also have given and helped alot, despite the fact that they havn't conferred with you. Just shut the hell up alright...??
Bottom line, nothing what you are doing is helping nor speeding anything up, so GTFO and let me do my own thing.
/rant off
I'm sorry to hear all that coming from you... Sure, it has been a while since I didn't really have a good chat with you and it sadden me to know that you're having that kind of issues. I didn't understand everything but I've got the main thing about it. What worries me the most is that you were having dreams of going into genetics, and that of course takes long studies to achieve. Money, darn money, it is always the cause of all our problems. Just like here, I've lost my job last week... I haven't receive a single money compensation since 2 months, when I've been stopped by the doctor... And I was paying over 130$ per month just for the salary insurance. It leaves me under huge debts especially with my trip to Pittsburgh to attend to Anthrocon, but that is definitely something I do not regret because I had a great time there! Since FC is not that far away from you, you should definitely try and go if you can as it will be good for your mood! Then once you will be back form there it will be time for a fresh start. Usually, when everything goes wrong, the solution often come by itself, at least, that's what was ordinary happening for me. Finally, for your car and the police, well, welcome in the club... I'm sure you can remember all the stories of the problems I had with the police with most of my cars... Just last week-ennd when I went real quick to Quebec City and got my military outfit, some police arrested me and asked me what kind of special service I was from since they wanted to know why I was on their territory... I had to explain that my car even if it was still looking like active was decommissioned.
Anyway, Dranslin, be easy with you and don't forget about your dreams, put them on a hold if you must but don't let them go away.
Take care my friend! =)