It could just be me being all moody and shit since its easy to break and make me, but as of late I've felt distant and unable to enjoy the fun that my loved ones are having especially with the 4th of july having come and gone and the feeling ignored by several good friends of mine (lil to none from FA) even tho they probably have legitimate reasons for seeing my messages on stuff like facebook, (which shows when they saw it) and not responding which even includes my girl being no exception to this; with all this happening it leaves my heart cold and empty which actually hurts my both emotionally and literal physically somehow. I feel better just getting this stuff off my chest since I bottle it up keeping it away from the people i care about worried that it will hurt them. This has been my lil vent rant journal, and thank you if you actually read this piece of crap's journal. *bows*