Thanks to my super duper wonderful friend  ian-exe me and that artist from before got a chance to talk a bit more about what went wrong, and I have been given a second chance now!

I want to be honest and say that I am a really flawed person at times.

But I am truly trying to learn and become better on my weaker sides.

I just hope now that what happened yesterday will be the last time I ever mess things up so badly as I did back then, and that I can become a much more tolerable and likeable person to be with.

(And I also want to thank all of those that commented on my last journal and showed support. Thank you. )