Oh my, a year? Due to the contract/finances? That's no good D: I hope some good happens and he can get out of your life sooner.

So sorry to hear your situation.
I know you cant leave right now, i just hope you documenting this stuff helps by making the situation more bearable.
i know it's hard, but try to regain all those pieces of your personal life, little my little. it would be a nice first step for a better future if you ask me.
of course, my humble opinion. I only wish things get better soon.