Despite of all of the past experience I have had that has caused me depression, I think I can move on and perhaps so the people I stepped toes on will understand my circumstance and forgive me, eventually though when possible. I also have to admit that some part of the fandom has somewhat poisoned my soul and on top of that, I had no place to vent my thoughts, loneliness and depression. So I tried Twitter and chatting on FA, a bit too much to be honest. While I made a few friends, it was otherwise for the other likes sadly. Hence one of the limitations of technology. If it weren't for that, where would I be? But I have gotta say, life can be silly sometimes, and we have to imagine having inflatable bags in front of our brains. If only we had more empathy to begin with.