Honesty seems like the easiest thing in the world from an objective viewpoint. You just don't lie. It's easy to be honest with people you trust - friends, partners, family, etc. I've realized in the past few months, though, that I have had a very hard time being honest with myself. Primarily because up until this past year, I've never trusted myself all that much. This disgusts me especially because I've written a lot here and on my Patreon about authenticity. I made my tiny little brand based on it. And what have I done? I've created art for everyone but myself. I've made the art I thought others wanted to see. Frankly, I did this out of a childish desire for approval. For praise. I wanted to be a good good art boy. I turn 30 next month, and the fact that I've fallen into such patterns for so long (this pattern began in college) makes me so angry at myself.

From here onwards, I promise to make art that *I* want to see in the world, and not the art I anticipate others wanting to see. I make no excuses. There can be no excuses. When an artist tries to please others with their art instead of creating things that are real, they stop being an artist, and become a whore. I'm done degrading my skills and potential. I'm still open for commissions, but I recommend everyone sit back for a bit and watch what comes out so you have a clear idea of the new direction.

The people I've met through furry art have been amazing friends to me, and I can't wait to show everyone what I've got. For real this time. Fully and SOLELY me.