So Hubby finally started work, and we finally received our first paycheck recently, so I'm starting to slowly bounce back art-wise. I'm very sorry for being almost non-existent since Winter. A lot of things have been happening in my personal life, and I've been very depressed and not really interested in drawing in all honesty. Our finances took a severe hit with the unplanned disaster of Hubby's hiring delay, but I wasn't in a healthy enough mood to beg for people to buy commissions from me to make ends meet like most artists on here tend to do when shit hits the fan.

For the longest time now I've been living mostly off of ramen and maxing out credit cards to eat junk food on post. (We have a special credit card we can use on military bases, but can't use it to buy food at the commissary. ) I'm not used to eating junk food very often at all, so I have been having a severe lack in energy, feeling sick, and hating life. Some months I'd only be able to eat once a day...It was very hard to deal with! >...< I never thought I'd say that I'm sick of ramen now lol...and it used to be a favorite treat for me. :') To pay our most important bills we had to borrow money from family a couple times, which I felt bad about. (But our family is very kind, and we try our best to have eachother's back in emergency situations. )

We're not completely caught up on everything just yet, but we should be fine by the end of the first week of August, so I'm not asking for any donations or whatnot. Just explaining why I've been lazy with art, requests, etc. :3 I don't know when I'll be completely back in the swing of things, but I'll try my best to start being more positive since I don't have waste so much energy with super high anxiety and depression now! ^_^