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8 years ago
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Feeling a bit back on my game. I attempted to work through it all which didn't work but something got done at least.
Spent the weekend at my boyfriends which helped a lot, had 2 moments where I couldn't talk much about what had happened without tearing up. Thought I was able to do it but no.
I'm home now, feeling awake, got my coffee. Switch is charging in another room so I don't get distracted wanting to play. Was kinda the only thing to 100% distract my head from the issue. But I'm good now. Getting back to work.
Deleted the last 2 journals cause I don't really want to look at them.
Short summary:
Last 2 weeks were rough. Dog was getting old, unable to get up, seizures off and on. Had to stay up most nights to watch him cause he slept all day and was up all night. Couldn't let this go on so had plans to put him down since medication wasn't there to make things go away but easier for his death. Things went from okay to worse one night. Took him to the ER vet. Was too old for surgery, had to put him to sleep because things would only get worse and it wasn't fair to keep him alive if it was only for our sake of not wanting to see him go. Stood with him as he fell to sleep and as his heart stopped beating. Been out of wack since.
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