As the title of the journal says, that's how I feel.
I don't feel like I've made any significant progress in my "art".

After thinking about this for a long time, I've come to realize that I can no longer add anything new, My art isn't up to the quality standards of other artists who work with SFM, I won't be getting any new equipment to work on better stuff or anything like that in a good while, I no longer feel like I'm doing anything decent or good enough for those who actually want more from me, I feel stuck in all this, and that sucks, because this is the only way I can actually "create" something.

I hesitated a lot about posting this, but It's worse to keep it all in, so...yeah, that's it, I've been feeling terrible about my "art" for a long time now, I know I don't usually post this kind of stuff, but I just wanted to vent a bit I guess

I won't be quitting, not yet, I want to keep trying, I want to be better, I want to make something cool for all of you guys, to actually finish requests, eventually open comissions, and many more things...I think I'll take a break for a while.