Life update!
8 years ago
♥Greetings!♥
I often don’t talk first and I should not have to apologize for that.
I’m just one of those "don’t talk unless spoken too" person.
Tips are welcomed!
From today on I am officially a big sister to a adorable baby girl! <3
I never thought I'd become a big sis, not at my age :P hehe, but here we are. Dunno how things are gonna go, I mean I don't feel different but I am happy for them all, dad and his gf. It's gonna be interesting to see how I will do as a big sis really, I'm gonna try and be the best, supportive and all that jazz :P
When I first got the news that dad and his gf was pregnant I was as puzzled as I was when they started dating (since ya'll the gf is younger than me, coughcough) so it's been a weird but also a very accepting feeling for me like didn't feel as shocked as most people would have thought, which surprised me as well but at the same time not for some reason.... :P guess I'm just very accepting person and I dunno if that's such a bad or good thing to some times, but oh well.
One of the first things I told them is that it might feel a bit tough for me since I REALLY wanna get children myself, but so far I'm far away from that dream... but after a few months after those news I felt... at ease in a way, I didn't have that stressing in the back of my head that "bio-clock is ticking, I want babies" ordeal, like I still really do want children on my own I just don't feel that pressure anymore, or not as much at least. Which is nice.
'Cause my plan in life was to get my first child before I turned 25, that time came and went and I said "ok, but I'll have to get my first child before 30!"...and well this is the year for it, buuuut I still have no daddy for it TwT dating is hard man...
I did meet a guy this summer, really nice and all, we had 2 dates, but it just didn't click, either way I still got a very good and healthy dating experience from it, so that's good!
Gosh this became more than I though :P but anyway, YaY, I'm a big sister! <3 <3 <3
But big congratulations to you~
And thx you! ^w^