first let me thank you everyone that has been looking at the links lately im sure the artists are grateful.

also you may recall a talked about losing my home not long ago. well the not bad news is that the fbi isnt shuting the constrution compeny my brother in law works for down. the bad news is that the local news did such a 'great' job ripping the comopeny's reputation down that no one will contract them. he hasnt worked the past three days. his pay check this week will be so small we are rationing the food in the house... not that theres much to ration.

more troubling news is that our tv just got shut off. and with such little money (if any) its likely the net and phones will be gone next. meaning it is likely that my last days with a roof over my head... i will not be online which means it could and most likely will be a very long time before you see me again if ever, as some of you know i am in poor health (always seem to be...) and the fact we're basicly down to a snack and one meal a day in this house isnt helping even now as i write this i am in pain. why am i telling you this? well maybe im hopeing some one can take me and diemend in. or maybe i just dont have the nerve to tell the people that are important to me this all to there faces. i dont know what will happen to me but i know i love you guys. i wish only happieness to you all and that we can enjoy what ever time we have left