So, it's been how many months since I did my last apology? Since May? Welp, I'm a terrible person either way. I've been trying my hardest in mentality strength in trying to make more stories, so that I could have a reason to keep going with this new account that I made, but my life has been going down a lot due to my depression and lack of time alone now that I have a (stocking) jon. Some people tried to help me get through times in which I wanted to force myself in writing, which somewhat reduced my will to write even further, its sick to me now that I have no will do it anymore, because my confidence has been butchered through and through. I really wish I could get back into the swing of things, but there has been no such luck for me to obtain means to a therapist or a general helper in real life, people through computer and phone screens barely give me any cause to follow their advice.

I must be worrying a lot of you since I have had several people on this site and Fanfiction telling me where my content will take me, and it pains me that I have to give the same answer every time...

Once again, I'm really sorry, for disappointing you and myself for the longest time of my life. I hope everyone understands...

~GS