So I started a new job as a pharmacy technician with a grocer called King Soopers [More for those who live in areas that may not have this particular grocer] and so far based on what I have already learned about the position through for their computer training modules, I am beginning to realize exactly why I wanted to avoid the medical industry at all costs. I figured this would be simple enough that it would be okay and that it would be something that I was capable of, but at the moment I have my doubts. The computer modules themselves are terrible, but that aside I am more concerned with what I have learned for the position itself. So I guess we will see, but I really can't just drop it with the pay I will be making.

I was also offered more hours for Aqua Imports on top of this, but...I can't take them up on that because of the Pharmacy job, and they are a bit frustrated because I am not really getting any sort of scheduling information from the pharmacy manager because other managers are not getting back to her. So one big mess at the moment.

I am kind of at a loss. on the one hand I feel I may have jumped the gun with thinking I would be cut for a pharmacy tech job, but on the other hand, Aqua Imports was not giving me hours at the time, and there was no way for them to pay me enough to sustain myself, and then Lyft was not going as well as I hoped either [I blew through a tank of gas in 3 days with an average of about 5-6 days when I was driving more for Lyft, so about 1/3 of what I made was just to pay for gas to continue driving for them]. Also I have been told that I MUST complete my goals that I set for working on moving out on my own, which I don't see happening unless I sacrifice my health to do so, and if I don't meet them, that may accelerate my potential eviction, so yeah, my life is just lovely.

So if I seem distant or slow with working on things, if I work on them at all, this is why.