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Need to get some things off my chest...
8 years ago
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This is a journal explaining my current situation about a few things.
I would love to attend some more fur meets, or even just meet up with some friends. I do get pretty lonely here as I have no local friends to meet up with. The problem is, I feel anxious travelling far from home by myself due to a few reasons, mainly due to my Asperger's syndrome, and also my mum is a bit overprotective of me. I understand she's only looking out for me, but I really want to go out of my comfort zone and try to attend meets or meet up with friends by myself. I only attend meets when a friend is with me, but he can't always be around, so I don't get to attend meets when he's not here. I just need a bit more of a confidence boost, and to prove to my mum that I'm capable of handling myself. I do feel like I'm ready for this, but it's convincing my mum that I'm ready that's the hard part.
I also feel ready to find a partner. This may sound pathetic, but I'm 26 years old and I've never been in a relationship. Heck, I've never even kissed anyone. I have tried talking to different people, but so far I've had no luck finding someone. All the people I've been interested in are either taken or got with someone else before I made my move. I've only ever confessed my feelings to one person, but sadly they didn't feel the same way for me, so that left me quite heartbroken for a while. :( I'm not going to let that discourage me finding someone else, though. I'm sure there's someone out there looking for someone like me, the hard part is actually finding them.
What I'm looking for in a relationship is:
Someone with a few common interests (Gaming would ideally be one of them).
Someone that's really kind, caring, and affectionate. Lots of hugs and snuggles would be nice. <3
Lives somewhat close. I don't really want to do a long distance relationship with someone I'll barely be able to see.
Male partner preferred.
So yeah. Hopefully things will turn out better for me soon. Any advice on the things I talked about would be much appreciated.
I would love to attend some more fur meets, or even just meet up with some friends. I do get pretty lonely here as I have no local friends to meet up with. The problem is, I feel anxious travelling far from home by myself due to a few reasons, mainly due to my Asperger's syndrome, and also my mum is a bit overprotective of me. I understand she's only looking out for me, but I really want to go out of my comfort zone and try to attend meets or meet up with friends by myself. I only attend meets when a friend is with me, but he can't always be around, so I don't get to attend meets when he's not here. I just need a bit more of a confidence boost, and to prove to my mum that I'm capable of handling myself. I do feel like I'm ready for this, but it's convincing my mum that I'm ready that's the hard part.
I also feel ready to find a partner. This may sound pathetic, but I'm 26 years old and I've never been in a relationship. Heck, I've never even kissed anyone. I have tried talking to different people, but so far I've had no luck finding someone. All the people I've been interested in are either taken or got with someone else before I made my move. I've only ever confessed my feelings to one person, but sadly they didn't feel the same way for me, so that left me quite heartbroken for a while. :( I'm not going to let that discourage me finding someone else, though. I'm sure there's someone out there looking for someone like me, the hard part is actually finding them.
What I'm looking for in a relationship is:
Someone with a few common interests (Gaming would ideally be one of them).
Someone that's really kind, caring, and affectionate. Lots of hugs and snuggles would be nice. <3
Lives somewhat close. I don't really want to do a long distance relationship with someone I'll barely be able to see.
Male partner preferred.
So yeah. Hopefully things will turn out better for me soon. Any advice on the things I talked about would be much appreciated.
