Just fuck you. not all of you, just the ones who're ignorant.

I tried to be nice, and caring, but you never did the same. So the feeling is mutual.

I'm not being polite because I'm, I'm being polite because of the consequences. Which is why we're all selfish, and the reason we never explain our needs or desires, because it's polite, and everyone knows that a polite person, is that of a disguise personality, of a fake human identity. FACE IT, we all have needs, and speaking out our needs is negative, and weak. Also expressing your needs or issues, is viewed as edgy, or unacceptable behavior!

HOW ABOUT YOU STOP TELLING ME WHAT I SHOULD BECOME SOCIETY, AND STOP TORTURING ME BECAUSE I WAS CONDONED A CERTAIN WAY!

I wish I was a sociopath, so that I have no consciousness of empathy, morality, social anxiety. My mind will be free from these thoughts.

Am I delusional, Maybe? However, my predictions is that of a superposition quantum state, meaning I'm aware of every outcome, both positive & negative, but I can't understand which reality it will choose, until the wave collapses.

Like I said, I know what you're going to say. Go talk to your psychologist, NO! Lets say you were born a certain way, and conditioned into a certain way that brings pleasure to you, and that your behavior wants to perform something in the future that benefits you but is illegal in most states, nobody is harmed, but you will be hated by everyone, rejected by your family, and your psychologist will say YOU CAN NOT! Even though no one is harmed, because it's taboo in their eyes

I'm just having a difficult life -_-