What's going on this weekend on. Since it is Friday as of now and I actually woke up not even 3 minutes ago due to bathroom break I'm wide awake and probably won't be able to sleep till maybe 3 or 4 am lol. But, anyways later today will be seeing a friend and hanging out with him and have dinner with him. This cutie is gonna be fun hanging out with and it's been a while since we last hung out, he's been busy making videos and going to cons and what not. But, now we are going back to hanging out more and my schedule is pretty nice so, it'll be something. Then after that, Saturday will be a big day because this will mark 5 years that my grandmother has passed and it's her birthday. My dad came up with the idea back in 2012 the year she died and it was his decision to make a day all about her. Have the family gathering around to chat and remember the good times we've all had with her and share those memories. I might even volunteer first or go last to say some words about how much this woman was such an idol and a role model in my life, how much I really vauled her and loved her. To this day I still think about her and there are times where I do struggle with her being gone but I also keep in mind there were good times and there is no reason to stay sad about it. I always carry around a cross that she gave to me when I was a baby. To remember her, I take it everywhere and don't leave it out of my sight. Because, she truly was a good grandmother and she will be missed.