A bit of explanation is in order as you are all wondering what have you done wiz Terzzhhesszhr--- Gah!! I cant even say zhat!

I have been on a long hiatus from zhe art world and zhe furry world.. and everyzhing...except boring and hectic RL stuffs. And zhis has been good for money (sorta) and mostly just bad for me being happy.
For zhose zhat know me.. My muse is always fueled by zhe new and zhe exciting... zhe ups and downs are heavystrong! And I dont always know where zhey will take me.

Apparently zhey go too far! ..maybe zhis time anyway! ..TooTOO powerful zhey are.. sometimes! .. but for whatever reason I do not very often have a self start to zhis process! I envy very much zhe master creators that have zhe greatness of vision to imagine new worlds with new beings and stories zhat I zhen tend to lose myself in! Zhey are like zhe drug and zhe fire that reaches into me and instills a great desire to experience it... imagine it... It is so frustrating to me zhat my mind always needs a catalyst for finding its muse... almost ALWAYS a TF story, movie... artwork... I need zhe dream of an alternate existance to cope wizh all zhe zhings I dislike in my life and zhere are many.

What you need to know, I guess, is... being a yinglet ...... is probably temporary.. zhough my efforts to reverse zhe transformation zhus far have failed... and Terzhheszra iz still around and is not going away..

I zhink as I have grown older, I have found myself less identifying with a 'fursona' .. perhaps I have finally reached a point zhat I have let go of needing to put on a face for ozhers in zhe fandom... zhis is just me... being me... having fun. Some of you may not care and perhaps ozhers will even dislike zhis.. but I hope most of you will have fun wizh me as I explore zhis new place.

Alas..

Zhe best news is... o/` Im BA-- --CK! o/` and I have, zhanks to Valsalia and Robert King ( who put me onto zhe Out of Placers story ), returned to zhe artwork scene!

I hope Valsalia is a patient and tolerant sort..