I've been working part time at a car wash since April or March and just recently I'm back at my technical school. This is my second week.

There are two maybe three sides of me. Part of me yearns to find a full time job and move out with my life with an apartment and the other wants me to stay at school while working part time so I could learn new important stuff about living independently. I'll admit I do not want to have a job that I do not enjoy on the long run but I don't want to take a class that has a particular career that I've been pursuing that have students that hinder the traffic of whatever curriculum the class has. I've seen and have had experienced stuff like this and quite frankly it's bull shit and I could tell you many reasons why it is. I just don't have time to endure stuff like that when we have stuff like assignments to complete.

I've recently been blocked by someone who i thought was my friend which made me feel heartbroken when I went to check up on him since it was a few months last we had spoken. I find it profoundly rude and quite dishonest to have that way with someone you've gotten to know and grow fond with. Why would people do this? I've always thought one would have to be insecure to just suddenly block their friend and cut off contact with little to know explanation. Even to this day I really do not know how to react to this kind of treatment and it's kind of unfair. I really want to forgive him regardless. To the person that has blocked me, I don't understand what I've done to deserve that but where ever you are I hope you are doing fine.

Other than that I plan to get a drawing tablet and maybe a game pad on some occasion(s) so I could play some games better on steam.

If there's anything good, I've been drinking water more often which is good for the body. I look forward in taking commission requests at some point in the future after having a drawing tablet. That is if I have time.

So yeah that's pretty much it.