I'm aliiiive and such.

Having ups and downs.

Mostly downs.

I was at the hospital today for some testing. There's just. Always a lot wrong.

I'll have those results in a few days and then there's more tests for other things in the coming month, a few days after my birthday I think.


Can someone like. Pray for me they find something? Something treatable so I can actually be even a little better?

I miss uh.

I miss being a (functioning) person really.